The Howling of a Wolf, May 24-31, 1988

"THE LION"

I tried to the best of my ability to capture the beauty and magnificence of the winged LION, which I saw on the journey to Heaven. This LION was at the Armrest of The Eternal Father, GOD Almighty. This magnificent creature seemed so large and ferocious; yet there was no enmity there. There seemed to be a thundering sound when its wings moved. I felt breathless as I stood before this awesome creature. The wings seemed to sparkle like tiny crystals of rainbow pastel colors. The eyes were a deep penetrating yellow color, which seemed to watch every move I made. It was like staring up at a tremendously large-muscled statue, but this creature was alive! When it opened its mouth, there was a great fire that came from it, and the head seemed to revolve only to become of another creature like that of an eagle, then an ox, and then the face of a man. I remember feeling very weak at that time and felt very trembling all over.

"THE OX"

The Ox seemed almost gentle in its actions. It was only seldom that it would toss its powerful head from side to side as if to say, "Do not come much closer." This creature was truly beautiful; yet it seemed to know it had a duty to stand guard and to be very watchful. The sound it made was a deep rumbling sound within its throat. Only once do I remember that it bellowed out as if it were announcing its presence. The nose seemed wet, and the eyes seemed dark and almost with tears. The wings were constantly flapping and as these moved, they sparkled with the soft pastel colors of the rainbow. It was almost like there were thousands of tiny crystals sparkling in the light around this beast. I felt no fear, and I found myself coming closer and closer to this magnificent creature, which seemed to watch me and blink an eye occasionally. I could feel the heat of this animal and hear his breathing as a soft swirl of blue-like fog swirled about me.

THE ANGEL AT THE ARMREST OF

THE ETERNAL FATHER GOD ALMIGHTY

This frightening Angel could be the very one that may throw those unfortunate souls into the eternal fires of hell, with eyes of black Onyx and no expression held except that of solemnness and dedication to serve God, The Eternal Father, as it has done since "The Creation." Coming before this winged giant, my mind went blank. The only thought that came to me was, "May God have mercy on my soul," striking my breast, and trembling before God's mighty angels!

Please Note: In the remainder of this experience between Mary Constancio, Mike Slate, and myself, this journey and message is closed until God wills its release.

Continue - (Tape)

"The Angels, they ask us to descend down now. We are going back, back, back. Going back. It is like we are falling."

Please Note: Before my personal departure, I say farewell to my Savior.

Theresa: "I kiss your Feet, Lord Jesus and I see Your Holy Wounds. I kiss your Feet, Lord Jesus. I love You, Lord Jesus."

Jesus: "Depart, My children, for many are your tasks on earth. You go in My love and you know My Beloved Mother, whose smile illuminates the world, will be with you."

(End of tape and the end of our journey.)

Please Note: I was broken hearted when we were told by Jesus that we had to return back to earth. I didn't want to go and I know that Mary and Mike felt the same way too. I felt a big lump in my throat and my heart was beating wildly. I did not want to leave Jesus!

He was so beautiful - He was everything I ever needed or would ever want - and now I am told along with Mary and Mike that we must leave! What was there back on earth for me anymore? What is there back on earth that could compare or equal to the joy, peace, and love that I felt here in Heaven? There is nothing! My own family, Mark, our young son, Joseph who needed me so much could not even compare to what I was feeling here in the presence of my Lord, Jesus! I did not even want to return back to them!

It was like riding a wild Roller Coaster down hill at full speed! Down, down, down the three of us went pass all the things we had seen previously. It was all so fast and sudden that is was like a rude awakening when we came back to the existence of the world we live in everyday. The "thud" into our seats told us we were back in our bodies and back at the small table in my kitchen apartment. Mary, Mike, and I starred at each other with looks of awe, surprise, grief, and a great feeling of missing what we left behind - Jesus and Heaven! We blinked back the tears wildly trying to remain calm. Just then, Joseph came into the kitchen asking me if he could have some Kool Aid.

It was just at that moment that Mark's key was fitting in the door, he was coming home from work. "Hi honey," Did I interrupt anything? His greeting echoed in each of our ears knowing that our personal experiences were too overwhelming to share. Mark went to shower and hugged Joseph as he exited into the bedroom.

Mary and Mike rise to leave with glances between us that we alone could only understand. After our meeting - our next date is established in our getting together. (Mary, Mike, and myself, Theresa) May 25th, 1988, 1:30 P.M.

May 25th, 1988:1:30 P.M.

Later on, Mark, Joseph and myself went to the hospital to visit Mr. Rockymore and Diana. (It was late at night after 9:00 P.M.) It was very sad to see the different people suffering and crying over their loved one. It was an experience I had never had before. It really made a person wake up and take note of their own personal lives and blessings. Mr. Rockymore was in tears and afraid. (He had an auto accident) Diana also was in tears. I began to cry and express how sorry I was that this had happened to them. Mr. Rockymore was so cold and I was personally afraid for him for little did we truly realize how thin his thread of life was at that time. I brought my prayer book and blessed him with Holy Water. Our prayers were said over Mr. Rockymore. I cried because I felt so bad about his suffering and the fear he had. We stayed a long time and Mr. Rockymore seemed to be more at peace. Mark came in and also prayed over Mr. Rockymore. Mark also gave his Scapular to Mr. Rockymore. (The Blessed Virgin's personal Mantle.) That night or next day he went into surgery. This only begins Mr.Rockymore’s miracle healings from the Lord Jesus and the help of the Most Blessed Virgin Mary.

It is after this that Mr. Rockymore began a miraculous recovery of body and mind. I personally believe that he was spared to be a testimonial tool for the Lord Jesus and the Blessed Virgin Mary. After our visits we departed. I was personally told to console a woman who was crying uncontrollably by the Virgin Mary and the Lord Jesus. I did not know her, but I told her that I would pray for her and hoped things would get better for her. I told her that Jesus loved her. Said rosary this night and had special requests for Mr. Rockymore and all the ill of body and mind, and for that lady I didn't know.

St. John Chapter 14, verse 1:

“Let not your heart be troubled. You believe in God, believe also in me. In my Father’s house there are many mansions. If not, I would have told you: because I go to prepare a place for you.”

I wish to make a personal statement here that when we journeyed to heaven I saw many animals. Heaven is a paradise beyond imagination. I also believe that the good God that made heaven and earth and all that is in it, He would also have for us the special pets that brought us so much pleasure on earth. They will be there waiting for their masters because they served their masters well and showed them love.

Please Note: Because this Group Message of May 24th, 1988 was held in my home, I feel that I may share some of this message with the public. Much more was given, but it was personal to each of the messengers.

May 25th, 1988

A JOURNEY TO HEAVEN

We all gathered as a group, at Ms. Wynn’s place at 1:30 P.M. Mike Slate, Mary Constancio, Ms. Wynn, Msgr. Joe James and myself.

The tape recorder was started after some discussions of personal concerns and experiences in days past. Also questions raised up over messages and Pentecost Sunday on my personal salutation to the Lord Jesus (to make five signs of the cross in honor of Jesus’ five wounds before prayer). I couldn't explain this except that it had to be done and to give glory to the Lord Jesus Christ. The recorder is started and we begin our praises to God...

Please Note: I will personally share what I saw on these personal journeys.

Theresa: I see wonderful creatures! Creatures of God. How huge they are and beautiful! God is telling me to keep my mind off the creatures I see. But I do see elephants' heads going up with large tusks and it's like they are getting ready for our entrance into a journey. They are magnificent! They are so huge! They are decorated! I am supposed to listen for the messages. But God is in love with all the creatures He created. He created them with great love. For God is the lover of all life and He also created the love we have for one another. His ultimate creation is man and woman, and it is there that we will begin our journey.

In the beginning there was nothing. Only darkness - there is nothing. And the Lord God was the only being, but His Spirit swept across the nothingness and created life. I can see water, I can hear it. It is very deep, it is bottomless and God is gathering it together. He begins to place land on the earth.

I see volcano explosions, and fire creating mountains and islands through the command of God. There is Heaven which is His dome. And in His dome He places lights to shine on the darkness. I see the bright sun, the ball of fire. And He points to the moon, the cycle of 28 days which is the lesser light. I see Him throwing balls which create planets. He points at the Heavens and they go at His command, but He places them. He gives them instructions on the orbits and how long they are to stay, and the purpose of creation.

All that is seen and unseen is of God. And He is saying that all that man thinks he has created is not of himself but of God. I see giraffes, I see all kinds of animals. God is creating all the animals. I hear the mighty roar of the lion and I see birds flying in the sky. I see butterflies and insects - great and small. I see a spider making her web and I see dew drops and I see flowers.

I see a man being formed by God's finger. His index finger is gently touching the formation of the man's body - all his limbs, and the wind is whipping about him and he received breath and life.

I see Adam getting up and he is looking at all that he sees. He is innocent and without sin, and he looked on God with love. The animals are all around him, the flowers, birds, trees, and he is in the garden, a beautiful garden. God establishes with Adam the days of the week, the month, and the year and the day which is to be kept holy. Adam is sleeping now. God takes a rib from his side and God fashions a woman from this bone. She is very beautiful and God leads her to Adam. So it is with man and woman that you are shown the beginning. From this time on you shall know that man is not alone but of God and the Second Person of the Holy Trinity is of two natures, the Divine and the human. Genesis 9:6.

"What comes from God is with Christ, and Christ is with God and so it is and they who lead away from the Lord Jesus leadeth away from Me," saith the Lord. Here is your enemy, the crafty one. See him, children? Do you see him? His snares are many; many are his masks. Behold him and look at him. Although at times he appears to be beautiful and tempting, he is black and evil and will lure you to death. It is he that makes you sin against Me from the beginning of time. It is he that will be your conflict all through life.

It was at this time I was scolded some by God and told to keep my mind off of His creatures and to apply myself to His words of advice and wisdom. It was often during these meetings that many angels would escort Our Blessed Mother. Many times Michael the Archangel would be in the company of these angels. He was truly breathtaking! In my drawing of Michael, His appearance seems a bit stern. The reason for this is because when I was being scolded Michael gave me a cross look as to urge me to listen. All our personal experiences and visions are given only through God's Divine Graces and Will. Thank You, Lord, and honor to YOUR MOST HOLY MOTHER, MARY - EVER VIRGIN.

Thursday, May 26th, 1988

We go to the chapel this night; devote one hour to the Lord Jesus and the Virgin Mary. Mark, myself, and Joseph. Joseph is sleeping. Mark and I continue our Rosary. Mark is having a leg problem, stretching out. Just then I sense the Heavenly Mother and her Son's Presence. "Mark, get up. They're here!" Mark hurries and sits up. I become afraid. Mark said he felt a sense of happiness and peace.

We begin prayers in harmony and the Lord Jesus speaks, "Do not be afraid. Continue your prayers to Me and your homages. Remember My Mother's Most Sorrowful Heart and My Most Sacred Heart. Do not be afraid. Continue your prayers!" (End of conversation)

I was given the vision of the Blessed Virgin holding Baby Jesus, descending down from the skylight in the Saint John Neumann chapel. They were arrayed with illuminating lightning and gold! Their "HEARTS" were in the center, full of thorns and throbbing as if in pain and yet in love. I was so afraid; in some cases, did cry. The King and Queen of Heaven!

Note: The scar on Jesus’ and Mary’s faces as well as the thorns on their Hearts was a sign given to tell of our many transgressions against Jesus. (When we hurt Jesus we hurt Mary and when we hurt Mary we hurt Jesus.)

After our prayers of devotion and songs sung, we exited quickly, genuflecting to the Tabernacle and giving thanks. Mark and I personally saw an aura of lights at the Tabernacle and the wooden statue of the Sacred Heart of Jesus. The lights were blue and white.

Friday, May 27th, 1988

Rosary said in reflection of Our Lord Jesus' Most Sacred Heart.

Saturday, May 28th, 1988

Visited Mr. Rockymore today. He continues to recover miraculously! "Praise Jesus". Family Rosary said.

Please Note: Saturday night late, May 28th, 1988, a personal message was given to me from God when I asked if He truly was using me. This is when I was directed to go to my Bible and I would be given an answer. The Bible seemed to just open to this reading:

Ezekiel 34:30 The Prophet's False Popularity

"As for you, son of man, your countrymen are talking about you along the walls in the doorways of houses. They say to one another, 'Come and hear the latest word that comes from the Lord.' My people come to you as people always do; they sit down before you and hear your words, but they will not obey them, for lies are on their lips and their desires are fixed on dishonest gain. For them you are only a ballad singer, with a pleasant voice and a clever touch. They listen to your words, but they will not obey them. But when it comes, and it is surely coming, they shall know that there was a prophet among them."

Sunday, May 29th, 1988

We go to church today. (As a family) Mark seldom makes a Sunday, but he did today! I have become deeply disturbed and skeptical of myself; deeply concerned if God was truly speaking through me. I continued to doubt and question it. I worried over it continuously and constantly found myself asking God for help or a sign. I looked in the Bible hoping God would speak to me. I found one reading where God said, He was troubled by my words. Oh, I became so afraid and I had to do something. I didn't want God angry with me or upset. I tried to get hold of several people to help me through this, but there was no help.

I finally went to a Prayer Meeting. (Trinity Sunday, May 29th, 1988) I told the people why I and my family were there. I was losing faith and questioning God. I needed prayer and help. Msgr. James was playing his guitar. After songs and prayers, we all gathered. Prayers and anointing were given over me. Messages were given to me from people I did not know! (There were many people there) A sign I had asked for was given by a lady named C.L.)

Please Note: Some names are withheld to protect their privacy.

TESTIMONIAL FROM A PARISHIONER

"Theresa Fleischman (former Werner) then stood up to read her message. I watched her as I listened to her sharing her words. This time I didn't see what I'd seen during the reading of Mary Constancio's message. As I was trying to put all this together in my mind, a large circle of Light appeared from behind Theresa's left shoulder and settled there. This circle of light was not quivering as the other light had, but had the outline of a BIRD in the center. Shortly thereafter, the Bird encircled in light quickly rose, as an Eagle. It was at that moment that Theresa read the word "EAGLE" from her message for the week. This word confirmed in myself that my experience that evening was truly a gift given to me to share with you."

C.L.

I needed a sign and God saw that I got it through C.L.'s personal testimonial at the prayer meeting. After prayers and anointings, I was stronger and at peace with myself and ready to go back to work for God if He would allow me to. Thank You, God Almighty. A Family Rosary was said.

Monday, May 30th, 1988

Memorial Day

I am fasting this day. I continue to do this each Monday. I reflect upon those whose lives were lost in all wars and I give personal thanks for the freedom that we have. I am eager to do messages and to hear what God has to say but, I am afraid. God may choose not to use me anymore as a tool. If so, it is His Divine Will. So be it.

Monday, May 30th, 1988: Monday after Trinity Sunday

Message:

(During the Joyful Mystery, the Nativity) Woe unto the lands which hath forgotten from whence their blessings come forth!

Woe unto those who are full and sleek, for unto them comes a time of emptiness and without drink to make their hearts merry.

Woe unto those whose hearts laugh and make light their days of gaiety, for their days soon will turn to darkness and sorrow, full of lamentations. They laugh and tease of there being no God. Oh, but come forth the days of wrath unto thee!

For lo, seeth the winds do stir and violently they shall toss to and fro by the commands of my mighty hands. I say unto thee, old and young alike, no one knows of the day nor hour. For it is in my Divine Will that thou shall taste the bitterness of my chastisements.

But, upon my beloved faithful, I sayeth unto thee, exalt and bring forth your prayers for they shall be heard. It is I, the Lord God of heaven and of earth, that shall find thy consolations. For it is of my beloved son, Jesus, whose sufferings are the refreshments of my heart...like that of a cooling stream which shelters forth from the heat which beats down upon thy heads.

Yea, thou, I sayeth unto thee, though there are many who have forsaken me, those of the beloved few who remain true unto me shall find shelter in my mighty shadow. For my right arm shall striketh at the sinful who have not turned from their sins. Theirs are the afflictions upon my heart. Theirs are the coals cast upon my anger.

Yea, like a roaring fire I shall striketh and my anger shall not be appeased. Only through the fervent prayers of the faithful, through the precious blood of Jesus, shall there be consolations found.

(During the Sorrowful Mysteries) (During "The spirit is willing, but the body is weak.") The days are at hand. Be not asleep as those long ago. Be alert and waiteth upon thy Lord God. Keep the lamps lit for the darkness approaches. Though the cries may be many, I heareth not. My wrath shall strike!

I say unto thee again, my faithful, my beloved, it is in your prayers and your sacrifices that thou shall see the light again.

(During the Sorrowful Mystery, the Flogging) It is in my Being that I shall turneth daughter against mother, mother against daughter-in-law, son against father. For if anyone be worthy of me I say unto thee, take up thy cross and follow me. Many your trials shall be, for it is in my sufferings and my dying that thou findeth life.

Yea, though, I say unto thee again, look unto the east for there thou shalt beat thy hearts and gnaw thy teeth, for there thy many hearts shall be laid bare. So it is. So it shall be.

Theresa Fleischman, messenger

P.S. After we came home, it is in the wee hours (3:00-4:00 A.M.) of morning. I awake from my sleep to see a red circling glow light in our bedroom. It is about the height of Joseph, our young son. I praise the Lord for it, salute Mary and go back to sleep. (Hail, Holy Queen of Mercy) I do not personally know if it was Jesus or Mary, the Blessed Virgin.

Tuesday, May 31st, 1988

I get up early because the SPIRIT told me to. We have a new addition to the family this day. I hurried off with Joseph after breakfast to the hospital. I locate Sister A.B. and ask her to help me find my new nephew and my niece. (I didn't know at this time it would be a nephew until Sister A.B. called for the information). We both went to see the new arrival which was two hours old. (Born about 6:00 A.M.) After visiting a short time with little J.W. G., I prayed a blessing over him and blessed him with Holy Water. Joseph and I left then. It was really raining this day. It was a happy day. Mom came down later this day to see her new great grandson and first. It was a beautiful day. Said the Rosary this night (Family) and thanked God for His many blessings. Especially for my own baby who I still remember when he first came into this world. A day I will never forget and always treasure.

Please continue reading on the next page, "Howling Wolf, June 1988"

The Howling of a Wolf, May 24-31, 1988

Isaiah 6 Ezekiel 1:5-28 Revelation 4